TinTin's Blog

Refuse to fall in

2009-11-18T23:13:00.000-08:00

hey everyone. Did you ever experience something whereby you know that you'll be hurted if you get close to it, but yet something justs draws you all the time?
Man, this two months, i seriously dun wanna fall into my weakness again. This 2 months is crucial... I really want everything to happen in line with God's plan.
I refuse to fall down again..... At least not this hole anymore. It has robbed me too much. Im letting you go now... Bye...................................... Though it's difficult, i will still walk away. Im gonna be the best ME i can eve be, if you are in my way, sorry but just beat it!

Love

2009-11-10T18:51:00.000-08:00

People are unreasonable, illogical and self-centered.
Love them anyway.
If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives.
Do good anyway.
If you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway.
The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.
Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.
Be honest and frank anyway.
The biggest person with the biggest ideas can be
shot down by the smallest person with the smallest mind.
Think big anyway.
What you spend years building may
be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway.
People really need help but may attack if you help them.
Help people anyway.
Give the world the best you have
and you might get kicked in the teeth.
Give the world the best you've got anyway.

REVIVAL OF BLOG!

2009-10-22T03:38:00.000-07:00

hey peeps GREAT AFTER SO LONG IM BLOGGING=D. WHAT A GOOD TIME,O'LEVELS HAHAH
well i guess im not really worried... I know that i have been working hard as well as praying hard. I know for sure im gonna do well man=D TEEHEE.
Forget about the last post. Love can wait, and i have kissed dating goodbye=D.
No point you know... The world today is all looking for Love in the wrong places.
I always thought loving someone may make my life whole but i only receive heartaches.
I realised the only person who would never break my heart is God. I was so close to denying him when things were not working out. I lost my dreams and hopes.
But i know it was all For Good.
Know i am closer to God, for every pain brings me a step closer to Him.

Is it so hard to let go all the time?

2009-08-04T05:55:00.000-07:00

Hmm... I hate it when it hurts to forget certain things. Like when you thought that something could be yours but then BOOM all gone.... Haiz... This disappointment buggs me still... And i really hate it. But at the same time can't help it... so sick of love songs... So sick of my feelings... So sick to be thinking of her... So sick to believe that we can ever be together.

The Search...

2009-05-27T05:42:00.001-07:00

Where are you?
The daily search of my life.
The only one who I will give my heart to.
The one I have been looking for, and always will, until that day comes.
The day when I find you.
You are... unexplainable, unpredictable, unimaginable.
How I wait to know you.
Know your name.
Know who you are.

For I pray the day come soon.
The day I discover you.
The day when all searching is over, and I know you are "the one".
How I long for this day.
Wanting it, to keep me from the tears at night.
Save me the pain inside, of loving anyone but you.
Stop me from wanting it.
Keep me from the desires of the world.

In my prayers, will you remain.
Praying for you, whoever you may be.
And will continue to, until the day you are found.
Asking the God of my soul to watch over you all the days of your life.
Praying your heart be dedicated to Jesus Christ,
so through you, I will richly be
strengthened in the faith I live my life for.
In you, I pray God will remain always.

The search will go on.
The day has yet to come.
My soul waits for you, longing for you.
Never giving up, I have faith.
I believe.
I will find you.
God will send you to me.
So the search will go on, until you, my love, is finally discovered

I'm sorry

2009-05-18T06:23:00.001-07:00

I am sorry that you were my everything
I am sorry that I wished to marry you
I am sorry that I wanted to be the mother of your kids
I am sorry for having expected of walking down the aisle with you
I am sorry for having dreamt of growing old with you
I am sorry for taking you for granted
I am sorry for not loving you the way you wanted
I am sorry for not being there when you needed me
I am sorry because I can’t live without you
I am sorry for being so emotional
I am sorry for being so possessive...

I am sorry that I cry for you
I am sorry for the tears you shed for me
I am sorry for the damage I made
I am sorry I’ve made you sick
I am sorry for the deep and agonising wounds
I am sorry for having gone wrong with my words
I am sorry for giving you sleepless nights
I am sorry for each and every fight
I am sorry for your pain and agony
I am sorry for the lost harmony...

I am sorry for my selfish love
I am sorry for not being caring
I am sorry for my restlessness
I am sorry for my gracelessness
I am sorry MY ANGEL I made you mad
I am sorry darling that you are so sad
I am sorry for not giving you any happiness
I am sorry for thinking of you so very much
I am sorry I always miss your touch
I am sorry that I miss your wet kisses on my skin...

Iam sorry for being so mad about you
I am sorry I'm not perfect for you
I am sorry I'm not the one you wanted
I am sorry of being so immature
I am sorry for my childishness
I am sorry for thinking only about myself
I am sorry that I’ve failed
I am sorry I couldn't be the perfect lover, daughter in law and sister in law
I am sorry I could not be what you wanted me to be...

I am sorry for my messages
I am sorry for my phone calls
I am sorry that I want to listen to your voice
I am sorry that I want to meet you one last time
I am sorry and sorry again
I am sorry for being insane
I am sorry for been self conceited...

I am sorry for the anger
I am sorry for every error
I am sorry for expecting forgiveness
I am sorry that I think of you many times
I am sorry over and over again
But believe me that 'I LOVE YOU'
Unconditionally and truly
Like no one can ever love you
And no one ever will
Should I say sorry for that too? ? ?

I'll be your shoulder for you to cry on

2009-04-21T03:52:00.001-07:00

life is full of lots of up and downs,
and the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,
and there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take
you down,
it's so hard to know the way you feel inside,
when there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,
but you might feel better if you let me walk with you
by your side,

and when you need a shoulder to cry on,
when you need a friend to rely on,
when the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be your friend to rely on,
when the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone, cause I'll be there.

all of the times when everything is wrong
and you're feeling like
there's no use going on
you can't give it up
I hope you work it out and carry on
side by side,
with you till the end
I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand
no matter what is said or done
our love will always continue on

everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
everyone needs a friend to rely on
when the whole world is gone
you won't be alone cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be your friend to rely on
when the whole world is gone
you won't be alone
cause I'll be there.

you'll have my shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one you rely on
when the whole world is gone
you won't be alone
cause I'll be there.

and when the whole world is gone
you'll always have my shoulder to cry on...

2009-04-20T06:29:00.000-07:00

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Emo? Of just wanna be alone?

2009-04-12T00:35:00.001-07:00

Haiz... LOL. guys don't get it wrong... im not emoing... I just wanna be alone for awhile. Anyway, this few days i think God is telling me that He should be my number 1 and all in all! Wrote a song lah lol...

Heres the lyrics:

Lord there's things that robbed my heart away from you.

But lord i want to get back to you

Fill me once again oh Lord...

Cause i want you back in my life

I love you Lord i need you Lord

I want you back in my life

Lord i know there's no one just like you

You're the only one thats my all in all

I'm giving all to you Lord

Cause there's nothing in this world that can compare to you!

Hey girl... I do anything for you

2009-04-07T04:31:00.001-07:00

Makin' my way downtown,
Walkin' fast
Faces pass
And I'm homebound
Staring blankly ahead
Just makin' a way
Makin' my through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder

If I could fall into the sky
Do yo think time?
Would pass me by
Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder if you ever think of me
Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong livin' I your
Precious memory

Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder

If I could fall into the sky
Do yo think time?
Would pass me by
Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could just see you
Tonight

I, I don't wanna let you know
I, I drown in your memory
I, I don't wanna let this show
I, I don't

Makin' my way downtown,
Walkin' fast
Faces pass
And I'm homebound
Staring blankly ahead
Just makin' a way
Makin' my through the crowd

And I still need you
I still miss you
And now I wonder

If I could fall into the sky
Do yo think time?
Would pass us by
Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could just see you
Oh oh oh

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
Coz you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you
If I could just hold you
Tonight

Sweet Home Alabama

2009-04-03T09:05:00.001-07:00

Big wheels keep on turning
Carry me home to see my kin
Singing songs about the Southland
I miss Alabamy once again
And I think its a sin, yes

Well I heard mister Young sing about her
Well, I heard ole Neil put her down
Well, I hope Neil Young will remember
A Southern man don't need him around anyhow

Sweet home Alabama
Where the skies are so blue
Sweet Home Alabama
Lord, I'm coming home to you

In Birmingham they love the governor
Now we all did what we could do
Now Watergate does not bother me
Does your conscience bother you?
Tell the truth

Sweet home Alabama
Where the skies are so blue
Sweet Home Alabama
Lord, I'm coming home to you
Here I come Alabama

Now Muscle Shoals has got the Swampers
And they've been known to pick a song or two
Lord they get me off so much
They pick me up when I'm feeling blue
Now how about you?

Sweet home Alabama
Where the skies are so blue
Sweet Home Alabama
Lord, I'm coming home to you

Sweet home Alabama
Oh sweet home baby
Where the skies are so blue
And the governor's true
Sweet Home Alabama
Lordy
Lord, I'm coming home to you
Yea, yea Montgomery's got the answer

2009-04-01T05:25:00.001-07:00

Gotta keep working!

2009-03-29T03:24:00.000-07:00

Gosh i seriously need a break from work... Tired man!>..< Homework is crazy enough,still have freaking focus study homework... Oh man... When does it ever end???

100th Post...

2009-03-22T05:27:00.000-07:00

Falala... The 100th post ain't gonna be long=D... These few days,I GUESS IM GETTING TO KNOW MYSELF? Haiz...somehow im not the person i thought i was... Guess i never knew who i am... And im a angry kid... I super angry now>.< I was tested on my patience to the max... And im sorry to all that i ignored in my anger... Sorry... I guess i'm just starting to get in touch with my feelings after so long... I can't express my feelings... And im blinded. God help me to make changes... I so wanted to vow that i will never express my feelings... Coz... expressing them lefts me with no one... But i don't care. I'll be real from now on, and if this means that i lose friends so be it... FUCK ALL WHO DON'T ALLOW ME TO EXPRESS MYSELF!!!!!!!!!
Yea i sweared so?? Angry means angry, but anyway... LOL... starting from tomorow cannot go jesus'bride le... Freaking focus study GOSH.... im like working... OK... thats about it? Moral of the story:Fuck off if u don't like me=D
I don't like you anyway=D And YES,NO MORE INVOLVEMENT IN RELATIONSHIPS=D OVER AND DONE! As in BGR? I still love my friends... OK SO LONG...

99th Post

2009-03-15T06:05:00.000-07:00

Dear God,
I want to ask you lots of question... Why do kids turn out to be rebellious? Perhaps their parents? Why is the world filled with so many complicated people...
Why do i have struggles in my life that ruins my relationship with others... Why can't i seem to be able to make up for my mistakes? Why do i feel condemned when someone's angry? Why do i value her so much? Why am i not able to touch her heart and know whats in her? Why do you let we dream that we'll be together but yet it seems that we can never ever?... Why why why... God... I just wanna know why! Why can't i say the right thing and be like you. Stop this justin! Time for changes...

Your smile is my happiness
Your tears is my sorrow
your love is all I need

Every time that I'm looking in your eyes
I feel like I'm in heaven
Every time we talk
I feel like I'm falling again

I know your not yet ready
But i need to say it to you
I hope your ready
I hope you understand

I want say this simple words
To a simple girl like you
That I love you.

Will you?

2009-03-11T07:10:00.000-07:00

hey! beautiful girl, will you come and hold my hand?

hey! beautiful girl, will you come with me and challenge times sand?

hey! beautiful girl, will you come and fight through lifes struggles with me?

hey! beautiful girl, will you lift me up when i fall to my knees?

hey! beautiful girl, will you be the one i can turn to when all has turned against?

hey! beautiful girl, will you watch with me, the sunset, with your head on my chest?

hey! beautiful girl, i love you more than the rest because you're the best, and always will be

hey! beautiful girl, you're my one and only, with you im never lonely, and i hope that never changes.

2009-03-11T06:56:00.001-07:00

Look at me I love you,
Why can't you face the truth?
You refuse to see,
What do I have to do?

Should I scream it from the roof tops,
Write it on your bedroom wall?
Or will you still deny my heart,
And pertend I do not care at all?

Look at me I'm crying,
My tears are all for you.
AS my hope starts dieing,
What do I have to do?

She's my angel.

2009-03-08T06:06:00.001-07:00

She's that smile that I need when I've had a crummy day.
She's that rainbow of color when my world has turned gray.
She's that shoulder I need when I'm up against the ropes.
She's the one that I turn to when I need that ray of hope.

She's the candle's flicker in a room otherwise dark.
She's lit my soul on fire for her from the very start.
She's the one I feel at peace with when I'm laying in her arms.
She's the one who captivates me with all her witty charm.

She's everything I want and everything I need
She's every single love song and in every book I read.
Every minute we share together is a minute I'll always hold tight.
She's my angel in the morning, afternoon, and night.

She's not perfect, but to me she's pretty close.
She's quick to give an attitude adjustment right when I need it the most.
She's that star in the sky that is shinning brighter than the rest.
She's that one ounce of encouragement I need to do my very best.

She's the one who knows me better than anyone else ever could.
She's the one who loves me even more than she probably should.
She's got a way of touching my heart like nobody else knows.
She's the woman I love from the top of her head to the tips of her toes.

She's everything I want and everything I need
She's every single love song and in every book I read.
Every minute we share together is a minute I'll always hold tight.
She's my angel in the morning, afternoon, and night.

She's a red sports car, in the summer, running ninety.
She's forever the one I always want beside me.
She's all the words I do not say because the words do not come fast enough.
She's soft, sweet, kind, and sincere, but at times can be very tough.

She's the most expensive, most precious, priceless work of art.
She's the one, I swear, I'll never let go of until death do us part.
She's absolutely, positively, no doubt about it, my angel from above.
She's the reason I write this poem to try and express my love.

She's everything I want and everything I need
She's every single love song and in every book I read.
Every minute we share together is a minute I'll always hold tight.
She's my angel in the morning, afternoon, and night.

I love you _______

2009-03-08T05:55:00.000-07:00

When I'm with you,eternity is a step away,my love continues to grow,with each passing day.This treasure of love,I cherish within my soul,how much I love you,you'll never really know.You bring a joy to my heart,I've never felt before,with each touch of your heart,I love you more and more.Whenever we say goodbye,whenever we part,know I hold you dearly,deep inside my heart.So these seven words, I pray you hold true,"Forever and Always,I will Love You."

24 Interludes of Life

2009-03-07T06:07:00.000-08:00

This is dedicated to my wonderful friends who enrich my life with the treasure of their being. May your soul decisions always be made with your heart, and not with your head.

1. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile.

2. There are moments in life when you really miss someone that you want to pick them up from your dreams and hug them. Hope you dream of that someone.

3. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want in life.

4. May you have...Enough happiness to make you sweet
Enough trials to make you strong
Enough sorrow to keep you human
Enough hope to make you happy
And enough money to keep you comfortable.

5. When one door of happiness closes, another opens. But we often took so long at the closed door, that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

6. The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch, swing with, never saying a word and then walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had.

7. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

8. Always put yourself in other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably does hurt the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle a strife;
A cruel word may wreck a life
A timely word may level stress
A lovely word may heal and bless.

10. The beginning of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves and not to twist them with our own image, otherwise we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.

11. The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes along the way.

12. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift.

13. It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

14. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.

15. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance and find out you still care for that person.

16. A sad thing about life is that when you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go.

17. Love starts with a smile, develops with a kiss and ends with a tear.

18. Love comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they've been betrayed, need to love those who still love, even though they've been hurt before.

19. It hurts to love someone, and not to be loved in return but what is most painful is to love someone and never finds the courage to let the person know how you feel.

20. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past. You can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

21. Never say goodbye when you still want to try;
Never give up when you still feel you can take it;
Never say you don't love that person anymore when you can't let go.

22. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back. Don't expect love in return, just wait for it to grow in their hearts but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours.

23. There are things you love to hear but you would never hear it from the person whom you would like to hear it from, but don't be deaf to hear it from the person who says it with his heart.

24. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life to the fullest so that when you die, you're smiling and everyone
around you is crying.

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me

2009-03-07T05:58:00.001-08:00

When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see,

If the sun should rise and find your eyes,
all filled with tears for me,

I wish so much you wouldn't cry, the way you did today,

While thinking of the many things we didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me, as much as I love you,

And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too.

But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand,

That an angel came and called my name and
took me by the hand.

And said my place was ready in Heaven far above,

And that I'd have to leave behind, all those
things I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye,

For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die.

I had so much to live for, so much yet to do,

It seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad,

I thought of all the love we shared, and all the fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday, just even for a while,

I'd say goodbye and kiss you, and maybe
see you smile.

But then I fully realized, that could never be,

For emptiness and memories, would take
the place of me.

And when I thought of worldly things, I might
miss come tomorrow,

I thought of you, and when I did, my heart was
filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through Heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.

When God looked down and smiled at me,
from his great golden throne.

He said, "This is eternity, and all I've
promised you.

Today your life on Earth is past, and
here it starts anew".

"I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last,

And since each day's the same day, there's
no longing for the past".

"But you have been so faithful, so trusting and so true,

Though there were times you did some things,
you know you shouldn't do".

"But you have been forgiven, and now at
last you're free,

So won't you take my hand now and share
My life with Me".

So when tomorrow starts without me, don't
think we're far apart,

For every time you think of me, I'm right here
in your heart.

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May the stars carry your sadness away,

May the flowers fill your heart with beauty,

May hope forever wipe away your tears,

And, above all, may silence make you strong.

2009-03-05T07:01:00.001-08:00

Self-Realization

2009-03-05T06:46:00.001-08:00

God... I've seen how i was unkind and unthankful for people around me, especially the closest ones... Lord... I have no strength and good character. But i have these weaknesses,if you can use them,i will serve you with all that i am...

2009-03-03T02:45:00.001-08:00

They are sometimes forgotten
They are the definition of who we are
They show us answers to questions we never dared to ask
They are frightening, but they give us more hope then anything else

We hunt our dreams like wild beasts
We sometimes get hurt by it
When we fullfill a dream, we will gain a new dream
When a dream lets us down, we wish to stop dreaming

A dream can either make you or break you
It can tear you apart, but also create you
The worst thing you can do is to dream the dream
Don't be afraid, live the dream!

I am a DREAMER!

2009-03-03T02:34:00.001-08:00

I dream of life
each and every day how it could be better
If things were this or that way

I dream of happiness
Hope it comes to each giving them
reason to live and peace

I dream of love
Something I know so well
In my heart it's there as wonderful
As a breath of fresh air

I dream of peace and harmony
Friendships and family of all the
Joys they share

I dream of goodness
To fill the land, for great crops to
Give to feed each needy hand

I dream even when reality is
So hard to bear
I dream with great dreams to share

I Am A Dreamer!

2009-03-03T02:33:00.001-08:00

My Dreams

I had a dream that I could dream of anything.
I had a dream that all my dreams would come true.

I had a dream that I would have to watch what I dream.
I had a dream that anything I would dream would materialize.

In my prayers I beg you God,
Please light my dreams,
Please save my soul.
These are just my dreams.

Love...

2009-03-02T03:53:00.000-08:00

A loving relationship is one in which the loved one is free to be himself - to laugh with me, but never at me; to cry with me, but never because of me; to love life, to love himself, to love being loved. Such a relationship is based upon freedom and can never grow in a jealous heart.
-- Leo F. Buscaglia
A smile is the lighting system of the face, the cooling system of the head and the heating system of the heart.
-- Author Unknown
Above all things I believe in love. Love is like oxygen. Love is a many-splendored thing. Love lifts us up where we belong. All you need is love!
-- From the movie Moulin Rouge
All, everything that I understand, I understand only because I love.
-- Leo Tolstoy
And here is my heart which beats only for you.
-- Paul Verlaine
And now here is my secret, a very simple secret; it is only with the heart that one can see rightly, what is essential is invisible to the eye.
-- Antoine de Saint-Exupery
At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet...
-- Plato
Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength; loving someone deeply gives you courage.
-- Lao Tzu
Believe in the importance of love, for it is the strength an beauty that brings music to our souls.
-- Author Unknown
But to see her was to love her,
Love but her, and love forever.
-- Robert Burns
Dance as though no one is watching you. Love as though you have never been hurt before. Sing as though no one can hear you. Live as though heaven is on earth.
-- Author Unknown
Do you love me because I'm beautiful, or am I beautiful because you love me?
-- Oscar Hammerstein
Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. . . . It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more.
-- Erica Jong
Don’t frown because you never know who might be falling in love with your smile.
-- Anonymous
Don't hug me, it only makes me want to never let go.
-- Allison Mosher
falling in love with someone isn't always going to be easy... Anger... tears... laughter.. It's when you want to be together despite it all. That's when you truly love another. I'm sure of it.
-- Author Unknown
For all that you are and all that you do, and for the many ways you make my heart sing.
-- Leland Thomas
Goodnight! Goodnight!
Parting is such sweet sorrow
That I shall say goodnight til it be morrow.
-- William Shakespeare
I am so glad that you are here... It helps me realize how beautiful my world is.
-- Goethe
I believe in a kind of love that brings sailors home from the sea. Made up of seconds and years and the nospace between hands on skin. I cannot believe how much goes on. I can't even cut out enough red hearts to keep up.
-- Sarah Mimnaugh
I believe that two people are connected at the heart, and it doesn't matter what you do, or who you are or where you live; there are no boundaries or barriers if two people are destined to be together.
-- Julia Roberts
I have learned not to worry about love;
But to honor its coming with all my heart.
-- Alice Walker
I have you. A lover and a friend. You are everything I need. You are the sun, the air I breathe. Without you, life wouldn't be the same. Please don't ever go away. And if you go, then don't forget to take me with you.
-- Basia
I love her and that's the beginning of everything.
-- F. Scott Fitzgerald
I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.
-- Ray Croft
I think we dream so we don't have to be away from one another. If we're in each other's dreams, we'll always be together.
-- Hobbes
I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.
-- Author Unknown
If I can stop one heart from breaking, I shall not live in vain;
If I can ease one life the aching,
Or cool one pain,
Or help one fainting robin Into his nest again,
I shall not live in vain.
-- Emily Dickinson
If I could give you one gift, I would give you the ability to see yourself as I see you, so you could see how truly special you are.
-- Author Unknown
If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.
-- Author Unknown
If there is anything better than to be loved it is loving.
-- Anonymous
If you find it in your heart to care for somebody else, you will have succeeded.
-- Maya Angelou
If you judge people, you have no time to love them.
-- Mother Teresa
In dreams and in love there are no impossibilities.
-- Janos Arany
In love, there is always one who kisses & one who offers the cheek.
-- French proverb
In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing.
-- Mignon McLaughlin
In true love the smallest distance is too great, and the greatest distance can be bridged.
-- Hans Nouwens
I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.
-- Maya Angelou
Keep love in your heart. A life without it is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and a richness to life that nothing else can bring.
-- Oscar Wilde
Let love be the sweet elixir that awakens your spirit and moves your soul to dance.
-- Author Unknown
Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward together in the same direction.
-- Antoine de Saint-Exupery
Life without love is like a tree without blossoms or fruit.
--Kahlil Gibran
Love comes when manipulation stops; when you think more about the other person than about his or her reactions to you. When you dare to reveal yourself fully. When you dare to be vulnerable.
-- Dr. Joyce Brothers
Love comforteth like sunshine after rain.
-- William Shakespeare
Love demands all and has a right to it.
-- Beethoven
Love doesn't make the world go 'round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.
-- Franklin P. Jones
Love doesn't sit there like a stone. It has to be made like bread; remade all the time,...made new.
-- Le Guin
Love grows by giving. The love we give away is the only love we keep. The only way to retain love is to give it away.
-- Elbert Hubbard
Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get--only with what you are expecting to give--which is everything.
-- Katharine Hepburn
Love is a path to the heart that knows its own way.
-- Lamar Cole
Love is taking a few steps backward (maybe even more)...to give way to the happiness of the person you love.
-- Author Unknown
Love in its essence is spiritual fire.
-- Emanuel Swedenborg
Love is a never ending feeling.
-- Adeil Prince
Love is a sign from the heavens that you are here for a reason.
-- J. Ghetto
Love is all we have, the only way that each can help the other.
-- Eurpides
Love is like a beautiful flower which I may not touch, but whose fragrance makes the garden a place of delight just the same.
-- Helen Keller
Love is like an eternal flame, once it is lit, it will continue to burn for all time.
-- Kamila
Love is like fever; it comes and goes without the will having any part in the process.
-- Henry Beyle Stendahl
Love is like seaweed; even if you have pushed it away, you will not prevent its coming back.
-- Nigerian Proverb
Love is like the sun coming out of the clouds and warming your soul.
-- Author Unknown
Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart.
-- Kay Knudsen
But because it sees more it chooses to see less.
-- Will Moss
Love is not something you look for,
Love is something you become.
-- Langley
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
-- Jennifer Williams
Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.
-- Robert A Heinlein
Love is the blueprint for happiness.
-- Lamar Cole
Love means to commit oneself without guarantee, to give oneself completely in the hope that our love will produce love in the loved person. Love is an act of faith, and whoever is of little faith is also of little love.
-- Erich Fromm
Love many things, for therein lies the true strength, and whosoever loves much perfoms much, and can accomplish much, and what is done in love is done well.
-- Vincent Van Gogh
Love wasn't put in your heart to stay. Love isn't love until you give it away.
-- Michael W.
Men always want to be a woman's first love. Women have a more subtle instinct: What they like is to be a man's last romance.
-- Oscar Wilde
Never let a problem to be solved become more important than the person to be loved.
-- Barbara Johnson
Nobody has ever measured, not even poets, how much the heart can hold.
-- Zelda Fitzgerald
Once in awhile, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale.
-- Author Unknown
Perhaps love is the process of my leading you gently back to yourself.
-- Antoine de Saint-Exupery
See there's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me.
-- Gretchen Kemp
Since love grows within you, so beauty grows. For love is the beauty of the soul.
-- Saint Augustine
So, fall asleep love, loved by me....for I know love, I am loved by thee.
-- Robert Browning
The beginning of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves, and not to twist them to fit our own image. Otherwise we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.
-- Thomas Merton
The first duty of love is to listen.
-- Paul Tillich
The moment you have in your heart this extraordinary thing called love and feel the depth, the delight, the ecstasy of it, you will discover that for you the world is transformed.
-- J. Krishnamurti
The most beautiful things in the world are not seen nor touched. They are felt with the heart.
-- Helen Keller
the word love can be explained in thousands of ways, but the only word that comes to my mind is you.
-- Author Unknown
The world is filled with reasons why I love you.
-- Author Unknown
This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life.
-- Author Unknown
To live is like to love - all reason is against it, and all healthy instinct for it.
-- Samuel Butler
True love is like a pair of socks you gotta have two and they've gotta match.
-- Author Unknown
We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
-- Sam Keen
We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love.
-- Tom Robbins
What we have once enjoyed we can never lose. All that we love deeply becomes a part of us.
-- Helen Keller
What we need to know about loving is no great mystery. We all know what constitutes loving behavior; we need but act upon it, not continually question it. Over-analysis often confuses the issue and in the end brings us no closer to insight. We sometimes become too busy classifying, separating, and examining, to remember that love is easy. It's we who make it complicated.
-- Leo Buscaglia
When you smiled you had my undivided attention. When you laughed you had my urge to laugh with you. When you cried you had my urge to hold you. When you said you loved me, you had my heart forever.
-- Author Unknown
You can't stop loving or wanting to love because when its right it's the best thing in the world. When you're in a relationship and its good, even if nothing else in your life is right, you feel like your whole world is complete.
-- Keith Sweat
You must love yourself before you love another. By accepting yourself and fully being what you are, your simple presence can make others happy.
-- Author Unknown
You were made perfectly to be loved - and surely I have loved you, in the idea of you, my whole life long.
-- Elizabeth Barrett Browning
You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back.
-- Barbara De Angelis

Thank You Daddy!

2009-03-01T05:04:00.001-08:00

Breathing - How many people thank God for the ability to breathe? Most people on Earth are able to breathe without pain. Some find that most breathing is accompanied with pain. Those without pain should be thankful to God for that wonderous gift; those with pain should be thankful that they can breathe at all or that the pain isn't worse.

Walking - How many people thank God for the ability to walk and stand? Most people on Earth does these things without thinking about them, with no suffering at all, and forget that this ability is a gift from God. For those who walking and standing are limited or accompanied by pain, they too should thank God that they can do that much, they could lose the ability totally or suffer more.

Thinking - How many people thank God for the ability to think? Most people on Earth have no problems thinking and living a life with intelligence. This is a great gift from God and we should be thankful for it.

Communicating - How many people thank God for the ability to communicate with others? Most people on earth have no problems letting others know what they think, feel, and desire. We should thank God for this gift we premit us to share our lives with the lives of others.

Sensing - How many people thank God for the ability to see, hear, smell, taste, and touch? Most people on earth uses these everyday and take them for granted. We should thank God for being able to sense our environment.

Loving - How many people thank God for the ability to love? Every person on Earth has been granted this wonderful gift which God will always strengthen when asked. We should thank God for this great gift, that we share with God himself.

Choosing - How many people thank God for the gift of Free Will? God has granted us humans the ability to choose how we live our lifes. We are not mindless slaves of God, but rather free individuals who can choose the sort of lives we live. We should thank God for this gift that allows us the choose Him and to make loving decisions.

Existing - How many people thank God for them existing? Without God actively willing each person to exist, we would all cease to exist. It is only through God's active will that we exist at all. He granted and sustains our lives. We should be thankful to Him for life itself.

Not everyone is as blest as others, many have difficulty breathing, walking, thinking. communicating, and sensing. Consider how your life be if you had difficulties in any of these areas. If you have blest in these areas, thank God.

Think about the other ways God has blessed our lives:

Loving People - Consider all those people in ours lives who make our lives better in anyway. God made each of them and deserves thanks for them.

Shelter - Most of us on Earth have a home to live in. God made it possible for us to have shelter from the weather and a place to rest. We need to thank God for having home on Earth.

Food & Water - Many of us on Earth have sufficient food and water to live on. God made this possible. We need to thank God for providing us food to eat and water to drink.

Electricty - Many of us on Earth have electricity to make our lives easier, providing light, heating, cooling, cooking, entertainment and communications. God make this possible for us. We need to thank God for the conveniences that electricity bring us to make our lives easier.

Meaningful Work - Most of us on Earth are fortunate to have meaningful work to do that allows us to provide for some of our needs and fulfill a sense of well-being within ourselves. God makes our work possible. We need to thank God for the meaningful work we do in our lives and offer this work as a living sacrafice to God.

Rule of Law - Most of us on Earth live under a rule of law that keeps us relatively free from crime. God make it possible for us to have laws to protect ourselves. We need to thank God for this.

Laws of Nature - God created a wonderful world that operates under scientific principles, that is the laws of nature, that permits us to live in this world. We need to thank God for His creation of the world we live in and the laws of nature that He created.

God's Love for us - God loves each of us more than we ever can imagine, perfectly as only the Divine can including forgiving us of our wrongdoings and suffering for us. This is the greatest gift of God to us and we need to thank Him for loving us, even in our sinfulness.

Consider all those world, who lack in one or more of the above. For those of us who have been blest, we need to thank God.

God does so much for each and everyone of us. Think about all those things that God does for you. Wow!

Dear God

2009-03-01T05:04:00.000-08:00

LIfe....

2009-02-27T23:28:00.000-08:00

Hiax.... Man oh man... Not going to give up. Not gonna isolate although im always thrown away. I'm gonna be a important person. Never ever gonna be left out again!

Still living!

2009-02-25T23:57:00.000-08:00

Wahahaha, Yet another day of common test. It's so common... LOL... but anyway, im confident of a A1 hehe, surely will have when i believe god will let it happen hehe. Meanwhilem gotta prepare for tomorow's history paper. I never ever regreted taking History ok.... hehe, it's my passion i suppose. Not that interrested in mountains,, LOL im a people person. History allows you to be able to learn from the people's mistake and also to repeat their successes. It's not all about memorising.. We memorise why things happen( factors) and also how it affects the peopl's lives. I'm all for History. After all it's HIS Story=D....

2009-02-25T02:49:00.000-08:00

Haiz... Exams week seems so normal, just that yesterday had to chiong my revision for social studies=D LAST MINUTE person XP. but anyway, i suppose it went alright... We are suppose to write TWO(2)ESSAYS IN LIKE FREAK 40MINUTES??? wow, teachers sure think highly of us=D. LOL, but anyway, its cool... i manage to finish, with the second one really summaraised but i believe it will score! our seniors some have done it before. I'll let history repeat itself. Life in secondary school really brings your memory power and limit to the test. EVERYTHING ALSO MUST REMEMBER.Zzz... A.maths formulae,E.maths formulae,Physics formulae,Chemistry's chemical symbols,Biology's everything,Social studies,History. Great To top it all MEMORY VERSES HEHEHEHHE. Well nothing's gonna stop me from getting my 8A1s=D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE BEAUTIFUL THING CALLED YOU...

2009-02-24T04:24:00.000-08:00

How to write about a beautiful piece of God’s writing
I mean what is there to edit?
Did God leave room for improvement
Oh I see, he did leave some for comment
And praise and Glory to value

A Beautiful thing called you
Unmatched in splendor

A beautiful thing named you
That only God` s description could equal the importance

A beautiful thing called you
That only the angelic can understand

A beautiful thing called you
Whose creation was inspired by the divine

A beautiful thing called you
That the universe handles with care

A beautiful thing called you
Whose shape was sculpted by His own word

A beautiful thing called you

How do I begin to describe it
Is it by letter
Oh I see holding it is better
How do I own it
To praise the glory and the value

A beautiful thing called you
Oh I see, God knows better
The value the Glory and the praise

No, He revealed it to me
But still I cant
Bear the praise the value and the glory
That flows from those eyes
The ear the nose and the belly

I looked through the key hole to see the sky
I saw heaven`s 1 2 3 stars shy
HE opened the door of your heart
Behold the millions that were hidden
Now I know
How to Praise the glory and the value of a beautiful thing called you.

I TRUST....

2009-02-23T23:59:00.001-08:00

Before this body turns to dust
Before this world I leave
Upon The Lord I’ve placed my trust
Upon The Rock I’ll cleave

I’ve placed my trust in Jesus Christ
God’s Son of flesh and bone
The innocent Lamb sacrificed
I trust His word alone

I trust He chose for man to die
Then rose again to reign
That as God’s Seed He’d multiply
His flock when born-again

I trust His blood can cleanse the soul
I trust His blood can save
His very name can make us whole
And save us from the grave

I trust in Jesus’ loving care
I trust He bore my shame
I trust the love He came to share
Remains today the same

I trust the pardon Jesus bought
Can save this wretch from hell
I trust Salvation’s true report
My Saviour had to tell

Although the devil’s out to harm
Though Satan’s he’s out to kill
I trust my Lord’s almighty arm
I trust His righteous will

I trust my life to Christ The Lord
I trust in Heaven’s Door
I trust in God’s Almighty Sword
I’ll trust Him evermore…

2009-02-23T06:07:00.001-08:00

You are beautiful
Not only because of the brownness of your eyes
Or the shape of your body
Not only because of the fullness of your lips
Or the curl of your eye lashes

You are beautiful because You want to be
You are beautiful because God made you that way
You are beautiful because in my eyes
THERE IS NO ONE MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN YOU

You are beautiful because you have a heart
And that is a beautiful thing
You are beautiful because you have a brain
And that is a beautiful thing
You are beautiful because You give advice
And that is a beautiful thing

You are beautiful because God made You that way
You are beautiful because in my eyes
THERE IS NO ONE MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN YOU

You are beautiful because you have confidence
You are beautiful because you have determination and wit
You are beautiful because you have goals and you plan to reach them
You are beautiful because you are always there to lend a helping hand

You are beautiful because God made you beautiful

2009-02-23T05:42:00.001-08:00

There is a positive side to afflictions
And while many will not agree
I am here to share with you my story
About the love that He has given me

For many days I was in sorrow
The pain just would not stop
The more I dwell on the anguish
The more I just wanted to drop

While focusing one day on my Savior
He showed me the foot of His Cross
I saw the sadness that overwhelmed Him
And all the Blood that my Jesus had loss

He asked me where did I put my faith
By constantly calling to Him
“Once is enough,” He reminded me
And with His love, He drew me right in

He showed me the reason I languished
And I saw how the devil did smile
Cause that devil sure wanted to keep me
Away from my Lord for awhile

That I may lose all my faith and my trust
On the Lamb who loves me so much
By dwelling on the pain that consumed me
Until I loose all sense of touch

He said, “Resist the devil, and he will flee
For what I am saying is true
He will not stay very long by your bedside
Because He knows that I do love you.”

So I kept focus and my vision on Jesus
And the very next day felt His strength
And I found myself before my computer to write
Poetry about my Friends’ Love at length

Yes, there is a positive side to afflictions
We just continue to dwell on the pain
Forgetting to focus on Jesus
Until it is enough to drive us insane

I am not quite over my ailments
And its possible I may be like this for a while
But knowing now that my Savior
Will be walking with me all those miles

I have now armed myself in this battle
And I will not lose sight of My Lord
For He promise to send His Comforter
And He has kept true to His every word

He is faithful, merciful and loving
And it’s not in His manner to allow
His children to suffer endlessly
Without wiping their tears and their brow

I will embrace and not trade in my sorrow
I will do as my Loving Lord ask
And I will walk the miles in my very own shoe
Until on earth I finish my task

In his words He said on Psalm 145
“I will bless thee every day”
Yes the afflicted too He is thinking of
So what more is there to say?

I PRAISE my GOD and LORD and Saviour Jesus Christ for His Mercy Endureth Forever! And may every breath that I take—Never cease to worship HIM!

2009-02-23T05:39:00.000-08:00

"LL BE THE WHISPER IN YOUR EAR AS THE WINDS BLOW
I"LL BE THE LOVE IN YOUR HEART THAT MAKES YOU GLOW
I"LL BE LIFES PROTECTOR TO KEEP YOU FROM HARM
I"LL BE THE HEAT FROM THE SUN THAT KEEPS YOU WARM
I"LL BE THE MOONLIGHT SO IN DARKNESS YOU"LL FIND YOUR WAY
I"LL BE EACH MINUTE PASSING BY TO GIVE YOU ANOTHER DAY
I"LL BE THE MUSIC THAT PLAYS FROM WITHIN YOUR SOUL
I"LL BE THERE FOR YOU ALWAYS JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW

2009-02-19T02:23:00.000-08:00

Hey i think im gonna slim down dam... LOL. Is sec4 really that shitty... Oh man... Gotta think of so many things. I checked out my dream JC. Well... heard from many JCs will make sure you are prepapred for army... Gosh... they say Victoria JC, Fat people are rare. lol i'll be the first but i proclaim i'll slim down hehe!

2009-02-15T04:59:00.001-08:00

Great destiny is for me, For i accept corrections. I thank God for the Best! I'll be the best of the best!By the way, to was my first time playing keyboard during youth service heheh...!

2009-02-14T06:32:00.000-08:00

Valentine's a day to say, "I love you,"
A ritual that stages something real,
Letting out the truth of what I feel
Even as I think it often of you.
Nor could I with such grace without this day
Tell you that I'm grateful that I have you,
Impress upon you just how much I need you,
Needing such a frame for what I say
Even as I would my heart reveal.

2009-02-14T05:59:00.003-08:00

You are my heart, my hope, my help,
The passion that is me,
The whole of which I am a part,
My peace, my ecstasy.
You are my future, present, past,
My ship, my sail, my ocean,
The wind that brings me home again,
The home for every motion.

You live within me, yet I am
Without you all alone.
With you I am full of light;
Without you I am stone.

Is this foolish? Yes, perhaps,
But also it is true.
I think of life as something I
Can spend with only you.

Ah, my love! Love longs for such
Sweet celebrants as this!
Love is a burden and a joy,
Slavery and bliss.

This day of love come love with me,
Come sing with me my song.
Come be my Valentine, and I
Will love you my life long, my love,
Will love you my life long.

2009-02-14T05:59:00.001-08:00

The day of love requires a companion,
But I find myself at this time all alone.
Words of sweet affection fill the morning
Like bells outside the windows of my room.
I don't know why I don't have someone with me.
I've loved and been loved through the restless years.
The mysteries of love I hold within me
Are a darkness unrelieved by moon and stars.

And yet I feel more love than I have ever
Felt within the circle of a kiss.
Love need not be a passion or a fever,
Nor does it need a hand for its caress.

Love does not require a companion.
It doesn't need an object or a home.
It flies above the ecstasy of morning
And fills the universe inside my room.

2009-02-14T05:24:00.001-08:00

I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back.
我在「塔杰」商店閒逛時，看到收銀員將一些錢退還給小男孩。

The boy couldn ' t have been more than 5 or 6 years old.

這男孩不過5、6歲。

The Cashier said, ' I ' m sorry, but you don ' t have enough money to buy this doll. '
收銀員說：『抱歉！你買這娃娃的錢不夠。』

Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ' ' Granny,
are you sure I don ' t have enough money? ' '

小男孩轉向他旁邊的老婦人：

「奶奶！妳也認為我的錢不嗎？」

The old lady replied: ' ' You know that you don ' t have enough money to buy this doll, my dear. ' '

老婦人回道：「親愛的！你知道買這個娃娃的錢是不夠的。」

Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly.

她要小男孩呆在那裡5分鐘，她一下就回來。她迅速離開了。

The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.

小男孩的手仍然握著娃娃。

Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to.

最後我向他走去，問他這個娃娃你想給誰。

'It ' s the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas.

『這是我妹妹的最愛，非常想要的聖誕節娃娃。

She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her. '
她一直認為聖誕老人會帶娃娃來給她的。」
I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry.
我告訴他不用擔心，聖誕老人最後可能會帶給她的。

But he replied to me sadly. ' No, Santa Claus can ' t bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there. '
但他哀傷地回答我『不！聖誕老人不可能將它帶到她現在的地方給她。我必須將娃娃交給我媽，當她去那裡的時候可以給我妹妹。』

His eyes were so sad while saying this. ' My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister. ' '

他說話時的眼睛是哀傷的。『我妹妹已經和上帝在一起。爸爸說媽媽很快也將要去見上帝，因此我認為她可以將娃娃帶給我妹妹。』

My heart nearly stopped.
我的心臟幾乎要停止了。

The little boy looked up at me and said: ' I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall. '
小男孩看我說：『我叫爸爸告訴媽媽現在不要走，讓她等我從購物中心回來。』

Then he showed me a very nice photo of himself. He was laughing. He then told me ' I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won ' t forget me. '
然後他拿出一張他自己非常漂亮的相片給我看。他笑著告訴我『我要媽媽帶著我的相片，這樣她就不會忘記我了。』

'I love my mommy and I wish she didn ' t have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister. '

『我愛我的媽媽，我希望她不要離開我，但是爸爸說她必須去找我妹妹。』

Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.

然後他安靜地用哀傷的眼睛再看著娃娃。

I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. ' Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll! ' '
我趕緊摸著錢包對小男孩說『我們再檢查一下，說不定您有足夠的錢買玩偶! 』

'OK ' he said, ' I hope I do have enough. ' I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.
『好呀！』他說『我希望有足夠的錢』。沒讓他看見，我塞了一些錢到他的錢包中，我們開始數錢。買娃娃的錢足了，甚之還有剩餘呢。

The little boy said: ' Thank you God for giving me enough money! '
小男孩說：『謝謝上帝給了我足的錢!』

Then he looked at me and added, ' I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give it to my sister. He heard me! ' '
然而他看著我補充說『昨晚睡前，我要求上帝讓我的錢能足夠買這個娃娃，因此媽媽能將它帶給我妹妹。祂聽見我了! 』

'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn ' t dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose. ' '

『我也想有足夠的錢買一朵白玫瑰給我媽媽，但我不敢要求上帝太多。但祂給的錢足買娃娃和一朵白玫瑰了。』

'My mommy loves white roses. '
『我媽媽喜歡白玫瑰』。

A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket.

幾分鐘後，老婦人回來了。我也就提了購物籃離開了。

I finished my shopping in a totally different state of mind from when I started.

我從一開始就在完全不同的心境下購物。

I couldn ' t get the little boy out of my mind.

小男孩一直無法離開我的心境。

Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young
woman and a little girl.

我想起兩天前當地報紙的一篇文章，提及一位醉酒卡車司機，撞上了一輛載著年輕少婦和一個小女孩的汽車。

The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical
state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the
life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma.
小女孩當場死亡，母親呈現彌留狀態。這個家庭必須決定是否要拔出維持生命機器的插管

，因為年輕少婦不可能從昏迷中恢復。

Was this the family of the little boy?
他就是這家庭的小男孩？

Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news paper that the young woman had passed away.
碰到小男孩的二天之後，我看了報紙年輕少婦過世了。

I couldn ' t stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was for people to see and make last wishes before her burial.

我不自主的買了一束白玫瑰，來到喪家，年輕少婦的遺體在她埋葬前讓人瞻仰與最後許願。

She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.
她在那裡，裝在棺木中，在她的手中握著一朵白玫瑰和小男孩的相片，娃娃則放置在她的胸口。

I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for ever.. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is
still, to this day, hard to imagine.

我離開了這裡，眼淚奪眶而出，覺得我的人生已經永遠改變了。至今，小男孩對他母親和妹妹的愛，仍然難以想像。

And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.

就在一轉眼工夫，一位醉酒司機奪去了他的所有。

2009-02-12T05:20:00.000-08:00

Lol Yea, i love this guy lots, he's inspired me by being a dreamer... A man to remember=D

2009-02-10T05:24:00.001-08:00

2009-02-10T05:19:00.001-08:00

2009-02-10T05:15:00.001-08:00

2009-02-10T04:57:00.000-08:00

TRADITIONAL CORPORATION
You have two cows.
You sell one and buy a bull.
Your herd multiplies and the economy grows.
You sell them and retire on the income.

AN AMERICAN CORPORATION
You have two cows.
You sell one and force the other to produce the milk of four cows.
You are surprised when the cow drops dead.

A FRENCH CORPORATION
You have two cows.
You go on strike because you want three cows.

A JAPANESE CORPORATION
You have two cows.
You redesign them so they are one-tenth the size of an ordinary cow and
produce twenty times the milk. You then create clever cow cartoon images
called 'Cowkimon' and market them World-Wide.

A GERMAN CORPORATION
You have two cows.
You re-engineer them so
they live for 100 years, eat once a month, and milk themselves.

A BRITISH CORPORATION
You have two cows.
Both are mad.

A CHINESE CORPORATION
You have two cows.
You have 300 people milking them.
You claim full employment and high bovine productivity.
You have the newsman who reported on the numbers arrested.

A MALAYSIAN CORPORATION
You have two cows. You signed a 40-year contract to supply milk at RM0.06 per litre.
Then midway through, you raised the price to RM0.60 or you cut the supply.
When the buyer agrees to the new price, you change your mind again and now want RM1.20.
The buyer decided you can keep the milk, who rather go look for milk that
comes from recycled cows or the cow urine instead. At the end your two cows retire together with the Prime Minister.

A SINGAPOREAN CORPORATION
You have two cows.
Whenever prices of GST, ERP, PUB and kopi-si go up; one cow-peh and the other cow-bu

2009-02-09T05:11:00.000-08:00

LALAL life... hahahah Dam i think i'm too HIGH lol... IM DOING HOMEWORKS THAT ARE DUE NEXT WEEK... CRAZY ME... Grabbing every chance to do homework HEHEE

2009-02-08T05:33:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rjL4SZyc5Ko

2009-02-08T03:39:00.001-08:00

LOL...

2009-02-03T03:18:00.000-08:00

Dear God,
life has been easy today hehe. I did all the work needed in school can relax at home hehe. When going home, had a talk with jason... Haha... i still love you ok bro just now if i was harsh forgive me=D. i shall not say what we were talking. Well God you are always good. I pray that everyone will learn to cherish relationships.
Today's chracter development talked about family. TEACHER CHRISTIASN AND THATS AWESOME. he talked about love language( justin's forte) and Agape love, like what parents gave us. Unconditional, Well actually it's jesus' love thats the most selfless.=D i thank you God... for sending your son I love you God. I thank you Jesus...

2009-02-01T05:18:00.000-08:00

Dear God,
Thank you for this day that i finally have life once again...
Thank you for Relighting that Dream you have for me.
Thank you that you will bring it to pass, that all shall see your awesomeness
Thank you that you satisfy me when i hunger and thirst for righteousness that
comes through believing in your promises.
Thank you that I can be the BEST Justin that you want me to be...

Dear God

2009-01-31T06:52:00.000-08:00

Dear God,
From now you shall be addressed as God=D haha. Because i realise this blog seems unvisited WHICH MEANS i can Talk to 'GOD' alone haha. OOps, ok guys still feel free to visit=D haha. Anyway life has been quite fine. I started the year with a great note. I proclaimed and believed in what God has for me. 8A1s =D hehe. What seems impossible, God can make it possible!~ Yes challenges came, people drenched me with words, well im not gonna say who... And i started to fear... that What IF god breaks me. Then,Struggled with things like jealous during the drama, feeling low whatever shit ITS ALL UNDER THE BLOOD AMEN LOL. Kinda give up on relationships,as in BGR OOPS. But thats good news lah haha (THANKS JESUS). iTS NOT THE RIGHT TIME=D
But today thanks to Mum Serene whom ministered to me. I always die spiritually without knowing the reason. Finally i know which are all those stuff up there. XP.
Life Still Goes On, And I KnOW GOD,You will walk me through....

2009-01-29T03:03:00.001-08:00

Chorus - Will.i.am and Martin Luther King]
(I am happy...I Have a Dream) I got a Dream
(That One Day ) Were gonna work it out out out
(That One Day ) Were gonna work it out out out
(That One Day ) Were gonna work it out
(I Have a Dream) I got a Dream
(That One Day ) Were gonna work it out out out
(That One Day ) Were gonna work it out out out
(That One Day ) Were gonna work it out
(I Have a Dream) I got a Dream
(That One Day) That one day
(That One Day) I'ma look deep within myself
(I Have a Dream) I gotta find a way...
My Dream Is To Be Free
My Dream Is To Be
My Dream Is To Be
My Dream Is To Be Free

[Verse 1]
In search of brighter days, I ride through the maze of the madness,
Struggle is my address, where pain and crack lives,
Gunshots comin' from sounds of Blackness,
Given this game with no time to practice,
Born on the Black list, told I'm below average,
A life with no cabbage,
That's no money if you from where I'm from,
Funny, I just want some of your sun
Dark clouds seem to follow me,
Alcohol that my pops swallowed bottled me,
No apology, I walk with a boulder on my shoulder,
It's a Cold War - I'm a colder soldier,
Hold the same fight that made Martin Luther the King,
I ain't usin' it for the right thing,
In between Lean and the fiens, hustle and the schemes,
I put together pieces of a Dream
I still have one

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
The world's seen me lookin' in the mirror,
Images of me, gettin' much clearer,
Dear Self, I wrote a letter just to better my soul,
If I don't express it then forever I'll hold, inside
I'm from a side where we out of control,
Rap music in the 'hood played a fatherly role,
My story's like yours, yo it gotta be told,
Tryna make it from a gangsta to a godlier role,
Read scrolls and stow slaves,
And Jewish people in cold cage,
Hate has no color or age, flip the page,
Now my rage became freedom,
Writin' dreams in the dark, they far but I can see 'em,
I believe in Heaven more than Hell,
Blessings more than jail,
In the ghetto let love prevail,
With a story to tell, my eyes see the glory and well,
The world waitin' for me to yell "I Have a Dream"

[Chorus]

2009-01-28T01:43:00.000-08:00

2009-01-23T19:56:00.001-08:00

Five score years ago a Great American sign and proclaimed you know
The Emancipation that brought a beacon light of hope to plenty of slaves who had been seared called Negroes
The flame of injustice and now a hundred years have passed and now today we must face the true tragic facts
The Negro is still not free and though impossible it seems�"I Have A Dream"

The Constitution reads and gives the promise that all men be guaranteed
pursuit of happiness, pride of life and liberty a check of independence cash and decree.
But it is obvious America's at fault, default on its promises gave citizens of all
And now we must demand our right to be free 'cause I have a dream.

I have dream. A dream that one day Black boys and black girls will join hands
White boys and girls and we'll stand sisters and brothers.
Yes I have dream. A dream that one day, mountains and hills be made low
And all the world is told the crooked's been made straight. Till His glory is seen�. "I have a dream.

To overlook the urgency, it would be fatal to deny equality.
The autumn of freedom the year of 1963, but a beginning of the end of will be.
But there is something I must say to my people .Who stand on the threshold into the palace where we go.
Let's not be guilty of violence and wrong deeds. Cause I have a dream.

I have dream. A dream that one day
This nation will rise up and see the truth of this creed and equal all men will be.
I have a dream. A dream that one day,
With a new meaning we will sing, "My country 'tis of thee, sweet land of liberty."
Freedom will ring, will ring, cause I have a dream.

MLK: And if America is to be a great nation, this must become true. So let freedom ring from the prodigious hilltops of New Hampshire. Let freedom ring from the mighty mountains of New York. Let freedom ring from the heightening Alleghenies of Pennsylvania! Let freedom ring from the snowcapped Rockies of Colorado! Let freedom ring from the curvaceous peaks of California! But not only that; let freedom ring from Stone Mountain of Georgia! Let freedom ring from Lookout Mountain of Tennessee! Let freedom ring from every hill and every molehill of Mississippi. From every mountainside, let freedom ring.

I have dream. A dream that one day Black boys and black girls will join hands
White boys and girls and we'll stand sisters and brothers.

Yes! I have dream. A dream, a dream that one day mountains and hills be made low
And all the world is told the crooked's been made straight. Till His glory is seen�. I have a dream.

Freedom will ring, cause I have a dream. Though it impossible it seems. I have a dream.

MLK: "Sons of former slaves and the sons of former slave-owners will be able to sit down together at a table of brotherhood. I have a dream!
When all of God's children, black men and white men, Jews and Gentiles, Protestants and Catholics, will be able to join hands and sing in the words of the old Negro spiritual, "Free at last! free at last! thank God Almighty, we are free at last!" My four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character. I have a dream today!

I Have A Dream

2009-01-23T00:20:00.000-08:00

I am happy to join with you today in what will go down in history as the greatest demonstration for freedom in the history of our nation.

Five score years ago, a great American, in whose symbolic shadow we stand today, signed the Emancipation Proclamation. This momentous decree came as a great beacon light of hope to millions of Negro slaves who had been seared in the flames of withering injustice. It came as a joyous daybreak to end the long night of their captivity.

But one hundred years later, the Negro still is not free. One hundred years later, the life of the Negro is still sadly crippled by the manacles of segregation and the chains of discrimination. One hundred years later, the Negro lives on a lonely island of poverty in the midst of a vast ocean of material prosperity. One hundred years later, the Negro is still languished in the corners of American society and finds himself an exile in his own land. And so we've come here today to dramatize a shameful condition.

In a sense we've come to our nation's capital to cash a check. When the architects of our republic wrote the magnificent words of the Constitution and the Declaration of Independence, they were signing a promissory note to which every American was to fall heir. This note was a promise that all men, yes, black men as well as white men, would be guaranteed the "unalienable Rights" of "Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness." It is obvious today that America has defaulted on this promissory note, insofar as her citizens of color are concerned. Instead of honoring this sacred obligation, America has given the Negro people a bad check, a check which has come back marked "insufficient funds."

But we refuse to believe that the bank of justice is bankrupt. We refuse to believe that there are insufficient funds in the great vaults of opportunity of this nation. And so, we've come to cash this check, a check that will give us upon demand the riches of freedom and the security of justice.

We have also come to this hallowed spot to remind America of the fierce urgency of Now. This is no time to engage in the luxury of cooling off or to take the tranquilizing drug of gradualism. Now is the time to make real the promises of democracy. Now is the time to rise from the dark and desolate valley of segregation to the sunlit path of racial justice. Now is the time to lift our nation from the quicksands of racial injustice to the solid rock of brotherhood. Now is the time to make justice a reality for all of God's children.

It would be fatal for the nation to overlook the urgency of the moment. This sweltering summer of the Negro's legitimate discontent will not pass until there is an invigorating autumn of freedom and equality. Nineteen sixty-three is not an end, but a beginning. And those who hope that the Negro needed to blow off steam and will now be content will have a rude awakening if the nation returns to business as usual. And there will be neither rest nor tranquility in America until the Negro is granted his citizenship rights. The whirlwinds of revolt will continue to shake the foundations of our nation until the bright day of justice emerges.

But there is something that I must say to my people, who stand on the warm threshold which leads into the palace of justice: In the process of gaining our rightful place, we must not be guilty of wrongful deeds. Let us not seek to satisfy our thirst for freedom by drinking from the cup of bitterness and hatred. We must forever conduct our struggle on the high plane of dignity and discipline. We must not allow our creative protest to degenerate into physical violence. Again and again, we must rise to the majestic heights of meeting physical force with soul force.

The marvelous new militancy which has engulfed the Negro community must not lead us to a distrust of all white people, for many of our white brothers, as evidenced by their presence here today, have come to realize that their destiny is tied up with our destiny. And they have come to realize that their freedom is inextricably bound to our freedom.

We cannot walk alone.

And as we walk, we must make the pledge that we shall always march ahead.

We cannot turn back.

There are those who are asking the devotees of civil rights, "When will you be satisfied?" We can never be satisfied as long as the Negro is the victim of the unspeakable horrors of police brutality. We can never be satisfied as long as our bodies, heavy with the fatigue of travel, cannot gain lodging in the motels of the highways and the hotels of the cities. *We cannot be satisfied as long as the negro's basic mobility is from a smaller ghetto to a larger one. We can never be satisfied as long as our children are stripped of their self-hood and robbed of their dignity by a sign stating: "For Whites Only."* We cannot be satisfied as long as a Negro in Mississippi cannot vote and a Negro in New York believes he has nothing for which to vote. No, no, we are not satisfied, and we will not be satisfied until "justice rolls down like waters, and righteousness like a mighty stream."¹

I am not unmindful that some of you have come here out of great trials and tribulations. Some of you have come fresh from narrow jail cells. And some of you have come from areas where your quest -- quest for freedom left you battered by the storms of persecution and staggered by the winds of police brutality. You have been the veterans of creative suffering. Continue to work with the faith that unearned suffering is redemptive. Go back to Mississippi, go back to Alabama, go back to South Carolina, go back to Georgia, go back to Louisiana, go back to the slums and ghettos of our northern cities, knowing that somehow this situation can and will be changed.

Let us not wallow in the valley of despair, I say to you today, my friends.

And so even though we face the difficulties of today and tomorrow, I still have a dream. It is a dream deeply rooted in the American dream.

I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: "We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal."

I have a dream that one day on the red hills of Georgia, the sons of former slaves and the sons of former slave owners will be able to sit down together at the table of brotherhood.

I have a dream that one day even the state of Mississippi, a state sweltering with the heat of injustice, sweltering with the heat of oppression, will be transformed into an oasis of freedom and justice.

I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character.

I have a dream today!

I have a dream that one day, down in Alabama, with its vicious racists, with its governor having his lips dripping with the words of "interposition" and "nullification" -- one day right there in Alabama little black boys and black girls will be able to join hands with little white boys and white girls as sisters and brothers.

I have a dream today!

I have a dream that one day every valley shall be exalted, and every hill and mountain shall be made low, the rough places will be made plain, and the crooked places will be made straight; "and the glory of the Lord shall be revealed and all flesh shall see it together."²

This is our hope, and this is the faith that I go back to the South with.

With this faith, we will be able to hew out of the mountain of despair a stone of hope. With this faith, we will be able to transform the jangling discords of our nation into a beautiful symphony of brotherhood. With this faith, we will be able to work together, to pray together, to struggle together, to go to jail together, to stand up for freedom together, knowing that we will be free one day.

And this will be the day -- this will be the day when all of God's children will be able to sing with new meaning:

My country 'tis of thee, sweet land of liberty, of thee I sing.

Land where my fathers died, land of the Pilgrim's pride,

From every mountainside, let freedom ring!

And if America is to be a great nation, this must become true.

And so let freedom ring from the prodigious hilltops of New Hampshire.

Let freedom ring from the mighty mountains of New York.

Let freedom ring from the heightening Alleghenies of
Pennsylvania.

Let freedom ring from the snow-capped Rockies of Colorado.

Let freedom ring from the curvaceous slopes of California.

But not only that:

Let freedom ring from Stone Mountain of Georgia.

Let freedom ring from Lookout Mountain of Tennessee.

Let freedom ring from every hill and molehill of Mississippi.

From every mountainside, let freedom ring.

And when this happens, when we allow freedom ring, when we let it ring from every village and every hamlet, from every state and every city, we will be able to speed up that day when all of God's children, black men and white men, Jews and Gentiles, Protestants and Catholics, will be able to join hands and sing in the words of the old Negro spiritual:

Free at last! Free at last!

Thank God Almighty, we are free at last!³

Back To School!

2009-01-05T01:54:00.000-08:00

Hey people, im back into school in the year 2009 finally! haha
I miss my schoolmates! im sure glad to see them, all grew so tall -.-... Nevermind hehe, i'll grow taller still! AMEN! had a few teachers changed...
Some are good news and some are bad, because some bad ones a re gone while some good ones are gone too... But at least i believe this year is the year of SUPERNATURAL! HEHEHEHEHEHEH,that means... NO NEED STUDY! LOL JOKING...
GOD WORKS THIS WAY:YOU DO YOUR BEST AND LEAVE THE REST FOR ME TO BLESS
im giving my all this year man! I hope to go JC hehe, JESUS.CHRIST MAH LOL

New Year...

2008-12-31T18:06:00.000-08:00

If God can move you from January to December,
He will move you
From Shame to Fame,
Insult to Result,
Sorry to Glory,
Disgrace to His Grace,
Labour to Favour,
Mockery to Victory.
May the Lord raise you from Glory to Glory
1. Give God what's right -- not what's left.
2. Man's way leads to a hopeless end -- God's way leads to an endless hope.
3. A lot of kneeling will keep you in good standing.
4. He who kneels before God can stand before anyone.
5. In the sentence of life, the devil may be a comma--but never let him be the period.
6. Don't put a question mark where God puts a period.
7. Are you wrinkled with burden? Come to the church for a face-lift.
8. When praying, don't give God instructions - just report for duty.
9. Don't wait for six strong men to take you to church.
10. We don't change God's message -- His message changes us.
11. The church is prayer-conditioned.
12. When God ordains, He sustains.
13. WARNING: Exposure to the Son may prevent burning.
14. Plan ahead -- It wasn't raining when Noah built the ark.
15. Most people want to serve God, but only in an advisory position.
16. Suffering from truth decay? Brush up on your Bible.
17. Exercise daily -- walk with the Lord.
18. Never give the devil a ride -- he will always want to drive.
19. Nothing else ruins the truth like stretching it.
20. Compassion is difficult to give away because it keeps coming back.
21. He who angers you controls you.
22. Worry is the darkroom in which negatives can develop.
23. Give Satan an inch & he'll be a ruler.
24. Be ye fishers of men -- you catch them & He'll clean them.
25. God doesn't call the qualified, He qualifies the called.

Confused

2008-12-23T06:18:00.001-08:00

Hmm... Don't know whats got into me... I have things in my heart yet i don't know what is it... How am i suppose to open it...

beautiful

2008-12-20T04:21:00.000-08:00

When you're down to nothing, God is up to something.'

She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: 'How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?'

The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.'

Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?'

The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university.'

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through hi s thick red curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair ?' the nurse asked.

Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.

The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the university for study. He said it might help somebody else. 'I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will he lp some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom.' She went on, 'My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could.'

Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car.

The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room.

She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.

It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said :

'Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say 'I Love You' . I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD ! And guess what, Mom ? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't al lowed. Well, you know what Mom ? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him ?' 'God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children. Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool ? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery ! How about that ?

Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.

THANKSGIVING

2008-12-14T04:47:00.000-08:00

I think we forget sometimes that BLESSINGS are wrapped up in the everyday things of life !!!

I AM THANKFUL:
FOR THE WIFE
WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT,
BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME,
AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE.

FOR THE HUSBAND
WHO IS ON THE SOFA
BEING A COUCH POTATO,
BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME
AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS.

FOR THE TEENAGER
WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES
BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME,
NOT ON THE STREETS.

FOR THE TAXES I PAY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED .

FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS.

FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT.

FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE

FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING,
WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING,
AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME

FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING
I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT
BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH. .

FOR THE PARKING SPOT
I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PARKING LOT
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM CAPABLE OF WALKING
AND I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH TRANSPORTATION .

FOR MY HUGE HEATING BILL
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM WARM.

FOR THE LADY BEHIND ME IN CHURCH
WHO SINGS OFF KEY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I CAN HEAR.

FOR THE PILE OF LAUNDRY AND IRONING
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE CLOTHES TO WEAR.

FOR WEARINESS AND ACHING MUSCLES
AT THE END OF THE DAY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN CAPABLE OF WORKING HARD.

FOR THE ALARM THAT GOES OFF
IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM ALIVE.

AND I AM THANKFUL:
FOR THE crazy people I work with
BECAUSE they make work interesting and fun!

FOR THE COMMENTS THAT I HAVE TO REPLY BECAUSE THIS MEANS PEOPLE CARE TO DO SO HAHAH!

Lessons Learnt

2008-12-11T01:52:00.001-08:00

Today this is basically what i summarise for the day:

1. Always have your bible,notebook and pen with you to take down what you learn. Because there's a saying that: listen and you will forget,see and you will remember,do and you will understand. Don't stop at listening...

2. Psalms115 says that we should give glory to God, not for ourselves. When we have idols, we have eyes that cnnot see,ears that cannot hear, hearts that cannot perceive, hands that cannot feel etc. Worshipping idols block our relationship with god.

3.Great communicaters are capable of touching the lives of people because they touch the 3 Ego State of Man. Parent,Adult and Child.

4. 5 levels of communication: cliche,report,opinion,feeling and maximum truth. Maximum truth consists of: Confessing, repenting,forgiving,affirm,rebuke.

5.Learn to be in the shoes of others, to be able to understand people's feelings, and realising that conflicts that we have are usually because we did not care for other's feelings and instead just want people to be eating the humble pie to repent.

6.When you obey God, you can only expect the best to be given to you because of your obedience which cause you u be blessed, it's when we don't obey that we often lose opportunities. Obedience brings success and it pays well.

7.Be that right person that people will want to train you to be outstanding and invest their life for your success. Dare to believe the big dreams that you have with God

Re-Opening The Closed Hearts, Till Hearts Are Touched...

2008-12-10T05:54:00.000-08:00

You know... Many of us have closed up certain compartments of our heart to certain people. Because when it's open, it received nothing but disappointments till it is closed... Yes it is never again easy to open that shut-up heart.It's the choice that Jesus wants us to make... Thats is to love His people despite knowing the fact that the heart will receive pain once again.I too am learning... I too closed up... I'm sure everyone somehow or another did... But, upon looking at the scene whereby we crucify jesus, mock him and shame him, He never once closed that heart but yet looked into our eyes and say I LOVE YOU...
How beautiful... may we learn from our maker...

Buildng Self-Esteem Before You Become Loving Yet bold

2008-12-09T02:45:00.000-08:00

Basically what i learnt today in disciple class is:
1.NEVER avoid a problem even if it may seem small, of that small problem/weakness may ruin you life.
2.If we do not do what we learn, we can never have breakthrough in our lives, Action speaks Louder than Words
3.Learn to draw boundaries, for we will suffer when we become famous, people will invade you boundaries till you wear out.
4.Whenever there's a problem, just bravely go through it with God, for he will be with you.
5.Don't be a passvie person in your relationship with God, Ask shall be given, seek you shall find, knock the door shall be opened. Mature your walk by knocking on his door.
6.Grow up spiritually, learn to be independant in searching for God.
7. Maturity is a painful yet rewarding process, No Pain No Gain.
8.A person with healthy self-esteem person will always be looking out ofr others and showing care, not trying to protect themselves,proving themselves.There's no need for them to prove their self-worth.
9.If your relationship with God is good,your self-esteem would be high be cause u know that u are a child of the Most High God.
10.People's struggles have nothing to do with you, don't be always thinking that people's problem is yours.
11.Self Worth can be built up in children by parents through spending time with them, listening to their heart, loving them and affirmation.

So Long Guys!
Love, Justin/Justine/JuZthin/Justina/JuZtin/Jastin/Austin/Dustin/Jasthin/Dusbin/Jiasipuletin

Beautiful saviour...

2008-12-07T23:52:00.000-08:00

Jesus, beautiful Savior
God of all majesty
Risen King
Lamb of God
Holy and righteous
Blessed Redeemer
Bright morning star

All the heaven shout your praise
All creation bow to worship You

How wonderful
How beautiful
Name above every name
Exalted high

How wonderful
How beautiful
Jesus Your name, name above every name
Jesus

Jesus, beautiful Savior
God of majesty
Risen King
All the heaven shout your praise
All creation bow to worship You

How wonderful
How beautiful
Name above every name
Exalted high
How wonderful, how beautiful
Jesus Your name, name above every name
Jesus

I will sing for ever
Jesus I love You
Jesus I love You

i will sing for ever
Jesus I love you
Jesus i love you

27 THINGS

2008-12-07T23:05:00.001-08:00

1.--Guys may be flirting around
all day
but before they go to sleep, they
always think about the girl they truly
care about.
2.--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
3.--Guys will do anything just to get
you to notice him
4.--Guys hate it when you talk about
your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.
5.--Boyfriends need to be reassured
often that they're still loved.
6.--Don't talk about your guy friends
to
your boyfriend
7.--Guys get jealous easily.
8.--Guys are more emotional than they'd
like people to think.
9.--Giving a guy a hanging message
like 'You know
what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make
him jump to a conclusion that is far
from what you are thinking. And he'll
assume he did something wrong and
he'll obsess about it trying to figure
it out.
10.--Guys are good flatterers when
courting but they usually stammer when
they talk to a girl they really like.
11.--A usual act that proves that the
guy
likes you is when he teases you.
12.--Guys love you more than you love
them if they are serious in your
relationships.
13.--Guys think WAY too much. One small
thing a girl does, even if she doesn't
notice it can make the guy think about
it for hours, trying to figure out
what it meant.
14.--Guys seek for advice from girls
not
other guys. Because most guys think
alike, so if one guy's confused, then
we're all confused.
15.--When a guy asks you to leave him
alone, he's just actually
saying, 'Please come and listen to me.'
16.--If a guy starts to talk seriously,
listen to him. It doesn't happen that
often, so when it does, you know
something's up.
17.--If your best guy friend seems to
avoid you or is never around when
you're with your boyfriend, he's
probably jealous and likes you.
18.--When a guy tells you that you are
beautiful, don't say you aren't. It
makes them want to stop telling you
because they don't want you to
disagree with them.
19--When a guy looks at you for longer
than a second, he's definitely
thinking something.
20--Guys don't like girls who punch
harder than they do.
21--A guy has more problems than you
can
see with your naked eyes.
22--Don't be a snob. Guys can be
intimidated and give up easily.
23--Guys talk about girls more than
girls talk about guys.
24--Guys hate rejection, but they hate
being led on even more.
25--If you are going to reject a guy,
just do it. Don't say they are like a
brother or just good friends, it just
hurts even more. Tell them that you
aren't interested in a relationship
and they will respect you.
26--Guys really think that girls are
strange and have unpredictable
decisions and are MAD confusing but
somehow are drawn even more to them.
27--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and
health just to be with you, he really
likes you and wants to be with you as
much as possible.

Back to Singapore

2008-12-07T22:52:00.000-08:00

Hey people! Just came back from Kuala Lumpur for church camp, went to Berjaya Times Square Hotel. Haha had lots of fun there. The best part of the camp was on Theme Night:'Bible Stories and Parables'. We decided on Moses And The Ten Plagues. Haha it was damn cool, We won first haha, Thanks to joshua the pharoah whom acted so well! Well done bro! I'm sure glad we Chose moses because the other ideas we thought of were literally chosen by other teams. Thank God hehe. That night we slept aat a freaking time of 4am haha, woke up at seven plus woots. Sleepyheads all haha, but im sure glad to be back home! =D

Going away

2008-12-02T06:08:00.000-08:00

Hye guys, i won't be updating for quite a few days...
Im going church camp in KL.
haha, well, i'll be back soon!
Dont't miss me, i know you will XP..
LOVE, Justin...

Stand by me

2008-12-01T02:35:00.001-08:00

When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see
No I won't be afraid, no I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh now now stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me

If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
And the mountains should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry, no I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me, stand by me-e, yeah

Whenever you're in trouble won't you stand by me, oh now now stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me

Darlin', darlin', stand by me-e, stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me

Life is Based on perspective

2008-12-01T02:31:00.000-08:00

Life during holidays is different for me now...
Not having 'entertainment' that i used to have haha. Well it's fine though...
God is standing by me hahah

2 cows theory

2008-11-30T04:51:00.000-08:00

...

2008-11-30T04:48:00.001-08:00

Find me here
And speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place
Where I find peace, again

You are the strength, that keeps me walking
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting
You are the light, to my soul
You are my purpose, you're everything

And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?

And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want, you're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want, you're all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want, you're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want, you're all I need
Everything, everything.

And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better, any better than this.

And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Love song

2008-11-29T04:59:00.001-08:00

Head under water
And you tell me
To breathe easy for awhile
The breathing gets harder
Even I know that
Made room for me
It's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands
I'm unusually hard to hold on to

Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well but you make this hard on me

I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you ask for it
Cause you need one
You see, I'm not gonna write you a long song
Cause you tell me it's make or breakin' this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leavin'
I'm gonna need a better reason
To write you a love song
Today
Today..

I learnt the hard way
That they all say
Things you wanna hear
My heavy heart sinks deep down under
You and Your twisted words
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry

Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you asked for it
Cause you need one
You see, I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you tell me it's make or breakin' this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leavin'
I'm gonna need a better reason
To write you a love song today

Promise me
You'll leave the light on
To help me see
The daylight my guide, gone
Cause I believe
There's a way
You can love me
Because I say

I won't write you a love song
Cause you ask for it
Cause you need one
You see, I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you tell me it's make or breakin' this
Is that why you wanted a love song?
Cause you asked for it
Cause you need one
You see I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you tell me it's make or breakin this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I walk the seven seas
When I believe that there's a reason to write you a love song
Today.
Today..

Oops too slow

2008-11-28T17:53:00.000-08:00

HAHAH HEY guys. this is the post for friday lol...
I went for disciple class in the morning, watched fellow disciples getting rebuked for their mistake.I guess it is good that we get rebukes for it is to make us better. Haha, aniway went home after lunch, Tried to sleep for 15mins thats all.. Zzz lol...
Then go help dad washing the car, which was dam dirty... LOL... because now we stopped parking the car in multi-storey carpark, so easier to collect dust. Aniway, went home and get ready for prayer meeting. Went and learnt origami first lol, going for mission trip soon. Haha, prayer went well and we had supper,or rather dinner which was like at 11plus LOL...

Life going on...

2008-11-27T02:53:00.001-08:00

Hey peeps, Ha. today was kinda well spent i guess... Guess what? I got a new track mill(running track) from pastor john haha,I can run on it to lose some fats hehe. Though this news is quite outdated, lol about 1 week already. Anyway, today i ran on it for like 1hour.... lol.. Cool, when i saw how much stuff i lost LOL... aniway... i watched movie after movies. Sebastian(my couz) came to stay with us for a few days haha. Long time since he came to stay haha. I guess kids used to be closer when their young, just like me and my cousins.. Well it's time to bond again i guess! haha...
Oh ya... Been kinda thinking through things... things like BGR... Yes not suppose to but i did lol. Nevermind guess it's not wrong haha XP

Root Of Fear And Intimidation

2008-11-26T00:04:00.000-08:00

Today's lesson was powerful let me copy down the things that i learnt:
When we go through trials,God is just showing us whether we truly mean what we say when we say we love him always. Though many people seem to be strong and are seen least likely to betray god,like Simon Peter,he did... Also, we can never love with our own strength, It's not romance love and feelings for other, It's just agape...
To make the choice, die to yourself to love.God smashes all the things we have,to see if we still love him. When we refuse to admit our mistakes, we will come to poverty and shame.When our foundations are shaken, it is to test the true motive for us loving God, Its could be for reputation, wealth and riches. When we refuse to love sheeps given to us by God, we break his heart.Loving god's people is loving Him. Discipline drives folly out of our heart. As our horizontal relationship reflects the vertical relationship, if we can't respect authority, our parents, we can't fear god.
The sexuality of children is confirmed by father. Leaders must choose to either die to themselves that their sheep may live of live while killing their sheep.
THE ROOT TO FEAR IS BECAUSE WE LOVE OURSELVES. JESUS CAN CONQUER ALL THINGS BECAUSE HE LOVE FATHER GOD MORE THAN HIS LIFE!

Fear and Intimidation

2008-11-24T23:29:00.000-08:00

Lord i thank you that u have a plan to prosper me and not to harm me, a plan to give me hope and future.
I just pray that nothing can stop me from having justin's INHERITANCE that you have given me(especially fear and intimidation) Yes lord, i refuse to let go off my God-given authority to someone else. Yes... you are the lion of judah, im your descendant, I'll be bold and courageous!
I repent before you, I now snatch back my blessings that i forfeited due to fear.
I SHALL BE BOLD FROM NOW ON!

As day goes by

2008-11-24T03:55:00.000-08:00

lalalalala
Life's like a race, just that you don't know when it ends
it starts right away once you are brought out to this world with the hardwork of your mum. the whole race's outcome depends on you and what you are exposed to...
well... In life, it's not about winning,but you have ran it and gave your best.
PASTOR PETER TAUGHT ME THAT IN LIFE:'DO YOUR BEST AND LEAVE THE REST FOR GOD TO BLESS'
haha... Lord teach me to do so...
im living in a new day, your mercy falls afresh each morning, i wait on you to light my way...

Love

2008-11-24T00:09:00.000-08:00

L-O-V-E
Hmm... a simple looking four lettered word which is a well of essence, essence of our christian life...
hOW DO YOU DESCRIBE it? well. i guess the best way is with the word of God.
Love is patient ,Love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs, Love does not delight inevil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects,always trust,always hopes,always perserveres.
LOVE NEVER FAILS

More Than Words

2008-11-23T22:23:00.000-08:00

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now Ive tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close dont ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

Sunday!

2008-11-23T05:25:00.000-08:00

Yo! Today was cool man, though we did not listen to mum serene preach, it was a vietnamese chinese who came. Wow, i can see he went throught alot. It's a privilege for us to be able to freely worship in spirit, but he was shown me that If u are really on fire for God, you will hold on to his hand and never let go no matter what u go thorough... Went for youth service,watch the video on jesus's camp... Can u imagine children at ages like 7 to 12 are prayer with such zeal for their country of America, WOW...
IT REALLY CONVICTED ME OF WHAT I GAVE TO GOD.
I was praying that i may have the same passion that i have for God.
Following,we discussed on what to showcase for the theme night during church camp. I gave the idea of moses story and they bought teh idea, LOL I'M SUPPOSE TO BE MOSES HAHA. Well to be trueful, i would say that i love acting and stuff. Haha,thank you jesus hehe. I look forward to church camp!

Hey there

2008-11-22T05:47:00.000-08:00

Haha, today i thought no disciple class can rest for a day. woke up at 9am, made breakfast for me and my bro. Yum yum! then vacuum the house followed by mopping it. Just when i thought i can seat down and relax after housework,we were invited to go for disciple class cum jesus's bride celebration, also surprise birthday for uncle peter. We went throught the successful manual first. One of the few highlights was confrontation. HAHA, im not a great confronter myself, but i truly seen the importance of it. Without confrontation, the church cannot stand strong. We learnt too about management training, about how to train the next batch for God's runners in the marathon, not just wanting to be first ourselves, but to train people how to be first=D God is the Centre foundation of our lives,without it, our life wheel will be upside down. The lesson today was great overall, never regreted going!haha, looking forward to church tomorrow! xD

2008-11-21T16:50:00.001-08:00

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already
had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not
care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?*

People live, but people die. I want to tell you that
you are a friend.

If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)
you would bein my heart.
Would I be in yours?

Getting used to life

2008-11-20T23:32:00.000-08:00

It's been a week since i deleted all the games i once had...
Well... it's kinda boring now i guess...
Yes, i did more meaningful things lately though
like helping my dad out, doing my daily devoution.
But, the problem is:what am i supposed to do after that?? Zzz
Hope i can get used to it soon...
Anyway,theres prayer meeting later on, and i just got informed that i can rest.
Well,rest means 2 things. eithere you are physically tired,or spiritually.
I guess it's good for me... I don't wanna pollute the atmosphere anyway...
Oh ya... Must tell eunice to put me off worship leading this sunday as well=D
Oh well, life's has to go on i suppose??

I'm back??

2008-11-20T01:41:00.000-08:00

Lol... after 6months of mia, i think i wanna come back LOl...
reason? simply because....
I HAVE NOTHING TO DO NOW LOL.
i mean...
i deleted all my games u see...
SO....
other then Godly stuff, i have nothing to do
HENCE.... IM BACK IN ACTION MUHAHAAH

Beware of wat u call your kids

2008-11-20T01:30:00.000-08:00

Confusing Chinese Names

Caller : Hello, can I speak to Annie Wan (anyone)?

Operator : Yes, you can speak to me.

Caller : No, I want to speak to Annie Wan (anyone)!

Operator : You are talking to someone! Who is this?

Caller : I'm Sam Wan (Someone). And I need to talk to Annie Wan (anyone)! It's urgent.

Operator : I know you are someone and you want to talk to anyone! But what's this urgent matter about?

Caller : Well... just tell my sister Annie Wan (anyone) that our brother Noel Wan (no one)has involved in an accident. Noel Wan (no one)got injured and now Noel Wan (no one) is being sent to the hospital. Right now, Avery Wan (everyone) is on his way to the hospital.

Operator : Look if no one was injured and no one was sent to the hospital, then the accident isn't an urgen t matter! You may find this hilarious but I don't have time for this!

Caller : You are so rude! Who are you?

Operator : I'm Saw Lee (Sorry).

Caller : Yes! You should be sorry. Now give me your name!!!
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This is hilarious ...

Why Chinese shouldn't have Christian names:

Anne Chang => Dirty (Mandarin)
Anne Chin => Keep Quiet (Mandarin)
Faye Chen => Dusty (Mandarin)
Carl Cheng => Buttock (Hokkien)
Monica Cheng => Touching you r buttocks (Hokkien)
Lucy Leow => You are dead (Hokkien)
Jane Tan => Frying eggs (Mandarin)
Suzie Leow => Lose till death (Hokkien)
Henry Mah => Hate your mum (Mandarin)
Corrine Tai => Poor fellow (Hokkien)
Paul Chan => Bankrupt (Mandarin)
Nelson Tan => Bird laying eggs (Mandarin)
Leslie Tong => Rubbish Bin (Mandarin)
Carmen Teng => Leg hair long (Hokkien)
Connie Mah => Call your mother (Cantonese)
Danny See => Squeeze you to death (Hokkien)
Rosie Teng => Screws and nails (Hokkien)
Pete Tsai => N ose droppings (Hokkien)
Macy Koh => Never die before (Cantonese)

LONG LONG TIME NO SEE

2008-05-11T23:15:00.000-07:00

SORRY PEOPLE. HAVEN'T BEEN UPDATING SINCE LAST YEAR LOL! KINDA LAZY LOL... BUT IT'S GOOD TO BE BACK=D TODAY ROTTING AT HOME LOL NO SCHOOL NO ONE ACCOMPANY ME T.T CRY CRY SOB SOB... HOPE TO DO SUMTHING MORE MEANINGFUL LAH! ANIONE CAN ENTERTAIN ME? HELLO?! LOL

End Of Green Beret..

2007-12-30T02:42:00.000-08:00

YO PPL LONG TIME NO SEE... Green Beret! Todae is graduation.... I GOT FEVER AND FLU SIA... Dun know why... But Aniway,Green Beret im gonna miss y'all! LOVE LOTS...
Dis 40 Days havenot been easy to walk through. But im glad we made it!There was tons of rebukes and i must say we are Soldiers of Character! Erm those hu wonder y im did not go for yyb service and badminton, im sick dats y.But dun worry abt me! God is our greatest doctor and we can do all things through Christ . More than Conquerers through Christ hu love us! Love y'all...!

2007-12-13T04:50:00.000-08:00

Sorry guys. i didn't update for quite a long time lol... im kinda busy....
But aniway... This Few weeks was fun! WOOTS i went for my church camp got closer to my church mates... Lurrbxx euu allx worxx LOLZ.MOST IMPORTANT IM IN THEIR DELIGHT LIST MUHAHAH! LOL I Finally Could feel love... I used to be deceived my satan that no one loves me but now ... i've renewed my mind that i may agree with god that he delights in me! so does my frenz!! HEHE...Hu noes..I might .. ....... ....... LOL try and see wat i write lol..But aniway... IM GETTING BAPTIZED ON SUNDAY WOOTS.

2007-11-25T04:01:00.000-08:00

At times, we will tend to neglect the people around us. Today they might be still around, but it won’t be forever. We need to learn how to treasure them before it is too late.

If you're mad with someone , and nobody's there to fix the situation... You fix it . Maybe today, that person still wants to be your friend . And if u don't, tomorrow can be too late .

If you're in love with somebody , but that person doesn't know...
tell her/him. Maybe today, that person is also in love with you . And if you don't say it, tomorrow can be too late .

If you still love a person that you think has forgotten you...
tell her/him. Maybe that person has always loved you. And if you don't tell her/him today , tomorrow can be too late.

If you need a hug of a friend... ask her/him for it.
Maybe they need it more than you do. And if you don't ask for it today, tomorrow can be too late.

If you really have friends who you appreciate... tell them. Maybe they appreciate you as well. That if you don't and they leave or go far away today , tomorrow can be too late.

If you love your parents, and never had the chance to show them... do it . Maybe you have them there to show them how you feel. That if you don't and they leave today , and then tomorrow can be too late.

Nice Story

2007-11-21T21:03:00.001-08:00

One day, when I was a freshman in high school,> I saw a kid from my class was walking home from> school.> > His name was Kyle.> > It looked like he was carrying all of his books..> > I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all> his books on a Friday?> > He must really be a nerd."> > I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football> game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I> shrugged my shoulders and went on.> > As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward> him.> > They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his> arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt.> > His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the> grass about ten feet from him> > He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his> eyes> > My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as> he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a> tear in his eye.> > As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are> jerks. "> > They really should get lives."> > He looked at me and said, "Hey thanks!"> > There was a big smile on his face.> > It was one of those smiles that showed real gratitude.> > I helped him pick up his books, and asked him where he> lived.> > As it turned out, he lived near me, so I asked him why> I had never seen him before.> > He said he ha d gone to private school before now.> > I would have never hung out with a private school kid> before.> > We talked all the way home, and I carried some of his> books.> > He turned out to be a pretty cool kid.> > I asked him if he wanted to play a little football> with my friends> > He said yes.> > We hung out all weekend and the more I got to know> Kyle, the more I liked him, and my friends thought the> same of him.> > Monday morning came, and there was Kyle with the huge> stack of books again.> > I stopped him and said, "Boy, you are gonna really> build some serious muscles with this pile of books> everyday!"> > He just laughed and handed me half the books.> > Over the next four years, Kyle and I became best> friends.> > When we were seniors we began to think about college.> > Kyle decided on Georgetown and I was going to Duke.> > I knew that we would always be friends, that the miles> would never be a problem.> > He was going to be a doctor and I was going for> business on a football scholarship.> > Kyle was valedictorian of our class.> > I teased him all the time about being a nerd.> > He had to prepare a speech for graduation.> > I was so glad it wasn't me having to get up there and> speak> > Graduation day, I saw Kyle.> > He looked great.> > He was one of those guys that really found himself> during high school.> > He filled out and actually looked good in glasses.> > He had more dates than I had and all the girls loved> him.> > Boy, sometimes I was jealous!> Today was one of those days.> > I could see that he was nervous about his speech.> > So, I smacked him on the back and said, "Hey, big guy,> you'll be great!"> > He looked at me with one of those looks (the really> grateful one) and smiled.> > " Thanks," he said.> > As he started his speech, he cleared his throat, and> began> > "Graduation is a time to thank those who helped you> make it through those tough years.> > Your parents, your teachers, your siblings, maybe a> coach...but mostly your friends...> > I am here to tell all of you that being a friend to> someone is the best gift you can give them.> > I am going to tell you a story."> > I just looked at my friend with disbelief as he told> the story of the first day we met.> > > He had planned to kill himself over the weekend.> > He talked of how he had cleaned out his locker so his> Mom wouldn't have to do it later and was carrying his> stuff home.> > He looked hard at me and gave me a little smile.> > "Thankfully, I was saved.> > My friend saved me from doing the unspeakable."> > I heard the gasp go through the crowd as this> handsome, popular boy told us all about his weakest> moment.> > I saw his Mom and dad looking at me and smiling that> same grateful smile.> > Not until that moment did I realize it's depth.> > Never underestimate the power of your actions.> > With one small gesture you can change a person's life.> > > For better or for worse.> > God puts us all in each others lives to impact one> another in some way.> > Look for God in others.

2007-11-18T18:50:00.000-08:00

Hi

There is a very very tall coconut tree, and there are 4 animals:

King Kong, Ape, Orang Utan, Monkey

They have a competition to see who will be the fastest to get the bananas.

Who do you guess will win?

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Orang utan = dumb dumb / stupid
Ape = foolish / goon goon
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King Kong = stupid

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C oc onu t tree, where got banana.........??

It's....obviously you're stressed by ur work.

2007-11-18T05:01:00.000-08:00

Breakfast at McDonald'sThis is a good story and is true, please read it all >the way through until the end! (After the story, there are some very >interesting facts!):I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have >recently completed my college degree.The last class I had to take was >Sociology.The teacher was a bsolutely inspiring with the qualities that I >wish every human being had been graced with.Her last project of the term >was called, "Smile."The class was asked to go out and smile at three people >and document their reactions.I am a very friendly person and always smile >at everyone and say hello anyway. So, I thought this would be a piece of >cake,literally.Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, >youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning.It was >just our way of sharing special playtime with our son.We were standing in >line, waiting to be>served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, and >then even my husband did.I did not move an inch... an overwhelming feeling >of panic welled up inside of me as I turned to see why they had moved.As I >turned around I smelled a horrible "dirty body" smell, and there standing >behind me were two poor homeless men.As I looke d down at the short >gentleman, close to me, he was "smiling".His beautiful sky blue eyes were >full of God's Light as he searched for acceptance.He said, "Good day" as he >counted the few coins he had been clutching.The second man fumbled with his >hands as he stood behind his friend. I realized the second man was mentally >challenged and the blue-eyed gentleman was his salvation. I held my tears >as I stood there>with them.The young lady at the counter asked him what they wanted.He said, >"Coffee is all Miss" because that was all they could afford. (If they >wanted to sit in the restaurant and warm up, they had to buy something. He >just wanted to be warm).Then I really felt it - the compulsion was so great >I almost reached out and embraced the little man with the blue eyes.That is >when I noticed all eyes in the restaurant were set on me, judging my every >action.I smiled and asked the young lady behind the counter to give me two >more breakfast meals on a separate tray.I then walked around the corner to >the table that the men had chosen as a resting spot. I put the tray on the >table and laid my hand on the blue-eyed gentleman's cold hand.He looked up >at me, with tears in his eyes, and said, "Thank you."I leaned over, began >to pat his hand and said, "I did not do this for you. God is here working >through me to give you>hope."I started to cry as I walked away to join my husband and son. When I >sat down my husband smiled at me and said, "That is why God gave you to me, >Honey, to give me hope."We held hands for a moment and at that time, we >knew that only because of the Grace that we had been given were we able to >give.We are not church goers, but we are believers.That day showed me the >pure Light of God's sweet love.I returned to college, on the last evening >of class, with this story in hand.I turned in "my project" and the >instructor read it.Then she looked up at me and said, "Can I share this?"I >slowly nodded as she got the attention of the class.She began to read and >that is when I knew that we as human beings and being part of God share >this need to heal peop learned to be healed.In my own way I had touched the >people at McDonald's, my son, instructor, and every soul that shared the >classroom on the last>night I spent as a college student.I graduated with one of the biggest >lessons I would ever learn:UNCONDITIONAL ACCEPTANCE.Much love and >compassion is sent to each and every person who may read this and learn how >toLOVE PEOPLE AND USE THINGS - NOT LOVE THINGS AND USEPEOPLE.There is an >Angel sent to watch over you.In order for her to work, you must pass this >on to the people you want watched over.An Angel wrote:Many people will walk >in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in >your heart.To handle yourself, use your head.To handle others, use your >heart.God Gives every bird it's food, but He does not throw it into its >nest

2007-11-12T22:51:00.001-08:00

Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real
weak and most susceptible?

Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones
that really need someone to protect them?

Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are:

I love you, Sorry and help me

Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves?

Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their
beauty?

Did you know that those who dress in black, are
those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?

Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?

Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying
it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you
say it to their face?

Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are
granted?

Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love,
becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you
really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do.

But don't believe everything I tell you, until you try it for yourself, if
you know someone that is in need of something that I mentioned, and you
know that you can help, you'll see that it will be returned in two-fold.

Today, the ball of FRIENDSHIP is in your court, send this to those who
truly are your friends .Also, do not feel bad if
no one sends this back to you in the end, you'll find out that you'll get
to keep the ball for other people want more ..
*thanks for being my friend people. :D

2007-11-05T18:56:00.000-08:00

The problem with many of us is that we don't believe that God will open a >window and pour out blessings thast He won't have room to receive them.>I dare anyone to try God.He is true to His word.>God cannot lie and His promises are sure.>Three things will happen to you this coming week.>1) You will find favour with someone you don't expect.>2) You will be too relevant to be ignored.>3) You will encounter God and you will never remain the same again.>My prayer for you today:>The eyes beholding this message shall not behold evil,>The hands that will send this message to others shall not labour in vain.>The mouth saying Amen to this prayer shall laugh forever.>Remain in God's love as you send this prayer to everybody on your list.>Have a lovely joruney of life! Trust in the Lord with all your heart and He >will never fail you because He is awesome!>If you truely need a blessing, continue reading this email:>Heavenly Father, most Gracious and Loving God,>I pray to youthat you abundantly bless my family and me.>I know that you recgoniz, that a family is more than just a mother, father, >sister, brother,husband and wife, but all who believe and trust in you.>Father, I send up a prayer request for blessings for not only the person >who sent this to me, but for me and all that I have forwarded this message >on to.>And that the power of joined prayer by those who believe and trust in You, >is more powerful than anything.>I thank You in advance for Your blessings.>Father God, deliver the person reading this right now from debt and debt >burdens.>Release your Godly wisdom that I may be a good steward over all that You >have given me Father, for I know how wonderful and mighty You are and how >if we just obey You and walk in your word and have the faith of a mustard >seed that You will pour out blessings.>I thank You now Lord for the recent blessings I have received and for the >blessings yet to come because I know you are not done with me yet.>In Jesus name, I pray, Amen.>Send this on quickly and within hours, you will have caused a multitude of >people to pray to God for each other.>Then sit back and watch the power of God work in your life for doing the >thing that you know He loves.>Remain Blessed!!!>Peace and Blessings...'O taste and see that the Lord is good'(Ps.34:8)>OUR HELP IS IN THE NAME OF THE LORD WHO MAKE HEAVEN AND EARTH.'LIFE ON >EARTH IS NOTHING EXCEPT WE LEAVE IT FOR JESUS CHRIST'>- GOD BLESS YOU.

GOOD NEWS

2007-11-05T03:28:00.001-08:00

MY GRANDPA IS GOOD AND WELL HE WENT HOME LE ! PRAISE GOD...!!!!!

SUNDAY

2007-11-05T03:21:00.000-08:00

TODAE.. M.serene and the rest went jarkarta.. MISS THEM! hahas TODAE BENJI SOLO ALL LOL... VRAVO
HE PREACHED WELL=D
ERM ALSO CONFESSION TIME..
REBEC AND I GOT PLAY GAMES ON THE PHONE DURING THE SERMON LOL.. PS BEN ..
AFTER DAT WE WENT TO HSC.. LUCH WAS NOT BAD.. BUT THE CHICKEN RICE ALOT OF BONE NO MEAT LOL HAD TO HAVE THE SECOND PACKET.. FAT FAT LOR.. BUT NVM.. HAHAS
AFTER SERVICE WE JAMMED MUSIC OMG SO FUN! I GOT TO WHACK DRUMS AND IT WASN'T BAD HAHA (STAY HUMBLE) LOL..IM STARTING TO LUV DRUMS LOL
I GOT DARED BY MOSES TO MASTER A DRUM BEAT BY THIS HOLIDAY LOL NOT GONNA BE EASY BUT... BRINGG IT ON!!!!! OK.. THEN WE WENT DINNER AND HAD A LONG CHAT ... IT WAS FUN =D GOT TO KNOW PAUL MORE TOO HAHAS GO HOME BATH SLP LOR..

FRIENDS

2007-10-31T19:32:00.000-07:00

MAY
> > > >OUR
> > > >FRIENDSHIP NEVER
> > > >COME
> > > >APART
> > > >ESPECIALLY
> > > >WHEN
> > > >IT'S
> > > >STRAIGHT FROM THE HEART!
> > > >>MAY YOU ALWAYS HAVE
> > > >A RAINBOW OF
> > > >SMILES ON YOUR
> > > >FACE
> > > >AND
> > > >IN
> > > >YOUR HEART FOREVER
> > > >AND
> > > >EVER!
> > > >
> > > >
> > > >FRIENDS FOREVER!